I never sleep

12:43 am is when this post is beginning... and I have no idea how long it will last. Another thing I don't know the length of... this ridiculous and exhausting stage of insomnia. Since I was in the seventh grade, I haven't been a pro at sleeping. I mean, sleeping after not sleeping - awesome - sleeping when I really need to - no luck. The night is always a frustrating time for me. I can't do the things that keep me happy. I can't go shoot photos, I can't skate, I can't be with my boo.